I miss my Husband

me and my pity party I think aunt flow will be here soon so I am really emotional . so I am having a gripe session .

Is it wrong to tell friend that the amount of drama they have in there lives is upsetting your family life? I know it sounds mean but when you try to put up boundaries so they respect your private time with your family. when they upset you so much that you drag it into your family that is wrong I think.
So i drew the line and she got upset.
And my husband who stands with in making decisions is out of town so it is really hard for me not to have him to talk to about this and just to have his support in his voice I need that I have a very hard time making a decisions on my own with out him.

He is on another turn around and it is hard to be away from him so I miss him . I drove
down with the kids to see him it makes it hard to because I want him to come home with us and he has to stay at the hotel.

that same day I made all this food for him and his roommate and brought fresh clothes for him which did make me feel better.
I miss taking care of him makes me feel needed . but still I miss him so much right know the kids are having a hard time with it to . even Spike our dog misses him.

ON the good note he has a job which I am thankful for. Thank you GOD for my husbands job it pays the bills and puts food on the table. But it is ok for me to miss him I will appreciate him even more.
I am crying my head off :(
talk to you soon
me